11:00 p.m. I start snoring.
11:01 p.m. Fury puts ear plugs in his ears.
2:00 a.m. Idaho John cries and I am the only one who hears him.
2:03 a.m. I figure he is not going to fall back asleep and go into his room to see if everything is okay. I say, “Shh.” and cover him with a light blanky.
2:04 a.m. Idaho John is quiet and I am wide awake. I facebook for 20 minutes and then think, “Well, at least he went right back to sleep.”
2:24 a.m. Idaho John starts crying again. I bring him upstairs, give him some gas medicine and ask him if he’s hungry. He says no. I take him back to his bed. Of course I am wide awake so I watch some law and order on tivo and fall asleep on the couch right before the climactic ending, luckily it’s tivo so I can still see how it ends.
4:00 a.m. I wake to imaginary cries. I walk downstairs and stand in front of Idaho John’s door, still imagining a distant cry. I go back to sleep on the couch and dream of having four pet ferrets whose cage needs to be cleaned. I think that means I should clean Late for Dinner’s habitat today.
Idaho John started sleeping through the night when he was about 2 months old, and thank goodness because I have a hard time falling back to sleep. Once in a blue moon he wakes up but, like last night, he is pretty easy to soothe. I had the strangest feeling of nostalgia last night. I mean, he won’t cry out for his mama forever, and our midnight meetings are special.
I saw this episode of Oprah several years ago. She was interviewing a girl who had lost her mother to cancer. Her family took one last vacation to a cabin before the mother passed and Oprah asked what her favorite memory from that vacation was. She said her mother was often sleeping during the day but she told her mother, “If you wake up in the middle of night, wake me up too. I want to spend time with you.” So her mother woke her up and they ate cherrios in the middle of the night.
In a weird way I’m glad he woke me up. I’m not saying I hope he does it again tonight, but once in a blue moon is okay, special even.